.:Lost & Losing:.

the tears fall like the spring rain
and all i can see is my hopes,
my dreams, all of it going down the drain.

i get so lost in you eyes,
because its one story to another,
but they're still all lies.

its a raging river coming for me,
youre on land staring,
but you still fail to see.

the pain you cause,
amplified by my lifes defeat,
makes it impossible to find peace.

where im going and where i've been,
seem to be the same,
like im traveling in circle all over again.

lost and losing control,
powered by hate and fear,
no sight of my future and goal.

everything i try is never enough,
i try to be perfect, but fail,
my face, revealing my bluff.

at the end of the road,
a dead end, if you will,
lighting the fuse, waiting to explode.