.:Out Of Fear:.

Memories that still float in the air,
the tears are flowing because of the truth.
That its always there, to much to bear.
Hurt from knowing it will never compare.

Trying the best that I know how,
fighting with every breath I take.
Hoping "I love you's" are real,
and not to much for you to feel.

Afraid of the outcome,
and not making it to the end.
I try to look on the bright side,
but I feel like i'm never on the right side.

I know that "it's all in the past",
yet it still seems as if it's happening now.
Gut feelings can be wrong,
and even if it is... I question if I belong.

.:The Way I See It:.

Impressed by how you make me smile,
and being straight faced all the while.
Curious to how you make me laugh,
without a move til the second half.

Dazzled by the way you talk,
as you look at me and gawk.
Confused by the look in your eyes,
is it real or just a disguise?

Terrified by your uncertain walk,
in fear you may turn and mock.
Intrigued by the love you give,
with hopes that we may live.