.:My Wonderland:.

i thought you were different,
that you could be my everything.
you gave me false hope,
of what the future may bring.
even made us into more,
more than just a summer fling.

i put myself out there,
and you took me for granted.
you helped me create a fantasy,
a world completely enchanted.
you said it would change for the better,
til today and then you recanted.

you're playing games with me,
hurting my head and confusing my heart.
the level attraction beyond comprehension,
i've been mesmerized from the start.
i'm trying to play the game right,
avoiding us having to part.

i wish you could read me,
and see how much to me you mean.
i try to do so much for you,
yet it's as if it all goes unseen.
can you tell me how you feel,
are we at an in-between?

.:to SAVE me:.

why do you do this to me?!

you drive me crazy to where i can't think!
what's in it for you?
hoping my life falls to pieces...
so that i'm just as miserable as you.

i am beyond happy now!
can't you just accept that?
i don't want you in the back of my head...
i don't want to remember us anymore.

--

just get rid of me!
can't you just block me from your life?
then we could both move on...
it's not fair when im a friend to you and i get nothing.

i just want to live my life!
don't you want that too?
all we do is fight...
i'm tired of arguing for no reason.

i will ALWAYS have love for you!
don't you see?
i can't change that...
but i've moved on and you should too, for good.

why do you do this to me...?