.:Out Of Fear:.

Memories that still float in the air,
the tears are flowing because of the truth.
That its always there, to much to bear.
Hurt from knowing it will never compare.

Trying the best that I know how,
fighting with every breath I take.
Hoping "I love you's" are real,
and not to much for you to feel.

Afraid of the outcome,
and not making it to the end.
I try to look on the bright side,
but I feel like i'm never on the right side.

I know that "it's all in the past",
yet it still seems as if it's happening now.
Gut feelings can be wrong,
and even if it is... I question if I belong.

.:The Way I See It:.

Impressed by how you make me smile,
and being straight faced all the while.
Curious to how you make me laugh,
without a move til the second half.

Dazzled by the way you talk,
as you look at me and gawk.
Confused by the look in your eyes,
is it real or just a disguise?

Terrified by your uncertain walk,
in fear you may turn and mock.
Intrigued by the love you give,
with hopes that we may live.

.:Circle with a Cut:.

from a seed into a flower,
a catepillar to a butterfly.
life surrounds us,
and keeps going by.

without any hesitation,
without any warning,
we learn how love,
and then begin mourning.

the rapid waters run,
and the fierce wind blows,
things seem so bad,
but this is an all time low.

we pick up and start all over,
building up where life used to be.
the memories stay in our mind,
but the pain we always see.

we become stronger,
and a more unified whole,
but are prepared for the future,
bearing scars down to our soul.

.:BFFL:.

so i shall show some kind of love,
one that never ends.
a kinda in which i cannot describe,
other than we're best friends.

forever and beyond taking the time to share
the things that hit the hardest.
making the time to help and be there
for the worst times and the best.

i love you til the end,
you're my best friend.

.:Until the end of time was a Lie:.

when everything seems to be going right
and i thought i'd never cry so much
you can change that with just one night.

you said you couldnt be here for me
that you had other plans, things to do
places to go, and other people to see.

you said you'd love me forever
always until the end, i believed you.
im not surpried you were so clever.

ive cried the last river, for the last time
no more late night calls or obligations,
from me to you this is your last rhyme.

now you've had your fun and so will i
im off, places to go and people to see,
sorry, but my love for you has run dry.

.:What I'm Left With:.

You said it's okay & we'll be fine
but I don't feel a change.
I love your hugs and kisses
but they can't fix it all.
You push me to an edge without knowing
and yet I still fight to be yours.
I can only handle so much stress,
so I'm to trying to forget the past.
You and I loved each other, back then,
but we're not moving forward into glory.
So I'm left with trying...
that's what I'll do so we stay together.

.:By Day, By Night:.

You say you can see,
but you overlook every little detail.
I'm yours forever, no matter what,
with you gone I'm never gonna be well.
With everything we've been through,
I don't know what to do, where to go.
You mean the world to me,
but I guess you didn't see it show.
This is love, and it is real,
but you don't believe a word I say.
I know how I feel and that it's true,
it will always be this way, day by day.
Love is hard to cme by,
and it's more than happiness and kisses.
Losing fights and battles,
winning many wars with simple disses.
Our love is something great,
we just have to work on it by day.
You're my one and only,
and by night with you, I just want to lay!